Until there's nothing left to love,
until there's nothing left to hate.
I appreciate the help,
but even you can't save me from myself.
-Her Space Holiday
Sunday, March 8, 2009
I know that I can't win.
So why should I try?
It's been this way for years,
you'd think by now I'd know why.
-Her Space Holiday
Whenever I make plans it never EVER works out just how I want it to, so maybe I should stop making plans.
So why should I try?
It's been this way for years,
you'd think by now I'd know why.
-Her Space Holiday
Whenever I make plans it never EVER works out just how I want it to, so maybe I should stop making plans.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
The Panda Is In
After "googling" my old blog's title, I've decided to bring pinkpolkadotpanda back to life. Due to some very strange circumstances, I had to take my ongoing blog, entitled "pinkpolkadotpanda" offline, however I proudly raise my middle finger to all parties involved with that circumstance and begin again.
So, here we go. :D
So, here we go. :D
Hang Ups
You can do better than me.
But I can't do better than you.
-Death Cab For Cutie.
Often times, when I am alone and sitting in my apartment (which I often am), I wonder if I am supposed to be out doing something else. If perhaps I am wasting my life away, sitting inside by myself, watching tv shows online. I feel like I should get involved in something else that will take my time and energy but that I also enjoy. On the other hand, I feel that taking on another project would be too much for me right now, and I should just focus on finishing school and once I'm done with that I can take on something else. I don't know what, exactly...
I long for activity that gets me outside and around like-minded people. Something active, inexpensive, that requires dedication and energy, but isn't all consuming either. Gah!
Everyone says they felt disconnected and lost during their twenties. It makes me feel a bit better to hear that what I'm feeling isn't abnormal and that maybe eventually I'll feel more grounded.
But I can't do better than you.
-Death Cab For Cutie.
Often times, when I am alone and sitting in my apartment (which I often am), I wonder if I am supposed to be out doing something else. If perhaps I am wasting my life away, sitting inside by myself, watching tv shows online. I feel like I should get involved in something else that will take my time and energy but that I also enjoy. On the other hand, I feel that taking on another project would be too much for me right now, and I should just focus on finishing school and once I'm done with that I can take on something else. I don't know what, exactly...
I long for activity that gets me outside and around like-minded people. Something active, inexpensive, that requires dedication and energy, but isn't all consuming either. Gah!
Everyone says they felt disconnected and lost during their twenties. It makes me feel a bit better to hear that what I'm feeling isn't abnormal and that maybe eventually I'll feel more grounded.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Motivation
For some reason when I woke up today I felt highly motivated.
I spoke with my friend Jake a bit last night, and it was encouraging. He seems pretty sure that once I am out of school life will change and perhaps settle down a bit.
I was looking around at jobs, unfortunately nothing pays well enough for me to work part-time, and there is no way in hell I'm going to take on a second job right now.
Anyway, since today I'm feeling motivated, I'm going to take advantage of the feeling and get a lot of stuff done:
1. Super clean room
2. Homework
3. Clean car
4. Exercise
5. Pack
Ok...GO!
I spoke with my friend Jake a bit last night, and it was encouraging. He seems pretty sure that once I am out of school life will change and perhaps settle down a bit.
I was looking around at jobs, unfortunately nothing pays well enough for me to work part-time, and there is no way in hell I'm going to take on a second job right now.
Anyway, since today I'm feeling motivated, I'm going to take advantage of the feeling and get a lot of stuff done:
1. Super clean room
2. Homework
3. Clean car
4. Exercise
5. Pack
Ok...GO!
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