Saturday, February 28, 2009

Dreams

Last night I dreamed my friend's brother started to have a thing for me. I decided he was alright so we go to his room and start making out. All of a sudden he gets up and announces that he is unsure about this, and he is the type of person to change his mind about women a lot. I look at him like he is insane and say, "Dude, we just made out. It's not a big deal", however he doesn't agree and he begins tearing around the apartment crying.

Lately I have been wondering if this life has anything good for me up ahead. When I look back at the past few years, it seems as though it has just been "one damned thing after another", as they say. Am I going to be one of those people that after I'm old others will look at me and say, "she had a rough life"?

I always saw myself as the main character in this movie... The main character lives happily ever after, doesn't she? Or have I been placed smack dab in the middle of a tragedy and I don't even realize it yet?